Indifferent

Indifferent...how is it I can be this when someone who made such an impact, granted not a good one, on my life dies?  Goodness knows I have been asking myself this question and all I come up with is...its the Grace of God!

I have talked about this day for Years!

Its here and I feel the same as i did yesterday not happy, not sad!, not angry.

I think the thing that upsets me the most is I feel like I didn't have a voice...