Ever Get So Mad You Can't Think.

Here is a story to laugh at now....
Last night I wakened to our dog...he is eating and pacing and I think he needs to go out. I glance at the clock, without my glasses, and can make out the last two digits and its about 23 after the hour. So I just lie in bed waiting for Bug to come down and take out the dog. Well the next thing I know the dog is peeing on the carpet by my bed. Our dog is an adopted dog and he is a bit skittish like he may of been abused? So when I jumped out of bed I scared the dog and he jumped into my bed. So I freak a little cause I don't want him to pee in my bed, no he has not done that yet. I am trying to pull him out of the bed and he is fighting me the whole time I finally get him out and he slides on his butt through the door into the dog dishes which are just outside our door. The dog dishes go flying across the room, we have hard wood floors, and that freaks the dog out even more and he goes racing up to Bugs' room. So I get my coat and boots on cause I didn't want him to poop in the house and go up to Bugs room turn on his light and in my not so nice voice tell him the dog needs to go out! Bug glances up at me and says "OK good night" I'm like not good night he needs to go out. So I take the dog out not knowing I kind of locked myself out of the house. Our back door has a bad handle on it so we normally block the door so it doesn’t close all the way.  After what seems like 15 minutes I am fumeing cause Bug is not coming to relieve me and I can't get back in the house. I also noticed that it was quiet; I think well it didn't snow that much with what I am sure is a puzzled look on my face, no traffic sound.  So I start pounding on the door which freaks the dog even more. I go to the other two doors and ring the bell and pound on the door and window. Nobody is coming to check which is making me even more angry. While I am pounding on the window I do think what if I am scaring M&M but then think well at least she will wake up Pie. So not to scare the dog too much more I tie him up to the fence and try the door again go around the house and ring the bells and pound on the windows and door. Still nothing!! I try the back door again hoping for my sons sake that he didn't decide to take a shower first, he has been told the dog goes out before the shower. Finally the door open and I go to my room to change my pants, they are all wet, before facing the kids and notice that my alarm should be going off but wait it says its 1:38am that can't be so I check the living room and it says the same. I go up into Bugs room and he kind of sits up and I say I had to take your dog and tells me "sorry mom" The End.

Anyway with all that said I have noticed that I think the worst of people or stuations when "I am" not in total control. It has been my prayer for God to "show me" what I need to work on...and I think He did just that?

Oh yeah, not until I was just telling the story to T-Man did I remember about the spare key,  I need to learn to count to 10