Friday, March 25, 2011

Ever Feel Like A Schmuck?

Ever say/write something you just wish you could suck back in?
Ever say/write something that while trying to be witty or lessen the stress or make someone smile actually was cruel and just wrong?
Ever know you were judged by people who have no fathom for the condition of your heart? 
Ever judge yourself and wonder when your cold cruel heart is going to melt?
Ever been judged by people who in all reality don't give a rats ass about you but it is the politically right thing to do?
Ever judge yourself and know your better than that?
Ever wish you could wiggle your nose and you problem's disappear or those of the ones you truly love?
Ever wish it was easier to erase 15+ years of wrong teaching? 
Ever wish you just finally had it all together?
Ever wish you never had cruel thoughts
  or if you did you kept them to yourself?
Ever wish you would listen to the Holy Spirit saying...I wouldn't write that if I were You....

1 comment:

COURTNEY said...

Cheer up, lovely lady! I hope your day is bright and shining with the love of our Lord! He thinks we are beautiful (even with all our blemishes and un-perfectness). I'm sure you know this, but sometimes we all need some reassurance. Don't know what you are going through, but hope/pray it gets better! Hope you have a beautiful weekend.