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Just an ah ha moment for me, I tend to be a late learner. I am doing a Bible study on the book of John and just finished, finally, the book The Jesus I Never Knew by Philip Yancey and this just ac cured to me...I am going to start (Hahaha) jotting things down and posting these thoughts. So sorry if I bore you with stuff you already figured out :). to be more like Mary and Martha...though they were in deep pain over their brothers passing they didn't question what took Jesus so long to get there. They only stated if your were here he would not of died. They didn't question what he was doing or why he didn't come right away and even though Martha was very sad she did & voiced she believed in the after life... o to have unfaltering complete faith like that to just trust in Jesus and that what he proclaims is truth and his works are just. Sorry if its hard to read but I am being true to myself and that is just how the thoughts came and I copied it just how I felt at the moment.